wednesday 30.may.08 problem with dii finally ended.. ouh dii book out and met him jap at J.p cause i wanted to buy dinner so yea... he cant stop talking... hahah funny.. and im happy dii for ur posting ok! i cant wait to see you start work. yea have to wait another 3months for that..but im sure insya'allah it will go on well.. just be patient with the problems. stop worrying! its better to loose useless friends then keeping them.. sometimes we dont realise that our true friends are actually standing infront of us or our worst enemy. treat everyone the same.. we are all human being.. we have no right to treat anyone 1st class or 2ns class. if anyone does any mistake we have to forgive them.. things happen for a reason learn from it and move on.. no point getting stress over small thing and explode to others. thats being stupid and not using ur bains... hehehe tues 29.may.08 the day went well but BUSY AND TIRING... after school came home then went to Jurong Police Division to settle my case ouh yea its finally done..then came home to pick kakak and went to register for her things..then came home by 10pm rush thing iron my clothes prepare for school then call dii haiz cold war start.. dii was angry cause he feel lonely and neglected? omg! c'mon i did make the innitiative to msg or reply ur msg its not as if i kept quite from morning.. and u told me u got big problem and u end up getting urself angry and we end up argueing on the phone..a useless fight for no reason...haiz. to darling, im worried for u.. you should know why... cmon be a bit mature like the darl i know.. u have NO right to be treating urself the way u are... dont starve to the extend of getting sick... why starve urself ur suppose to appreciate the food that u have.. there are worst and unlucky ppl that dont even have standard meal..i hope i gave u enough advise for u to open ur eyes change and accepting urself.. have ur self confidence dont listen to ppl... u never know who is ur evil and ur angel friends..have a good heart n mind thats what u ought to worry not "how u look" thats not important! i love you darl i gave u a challenge and i want u to work ur ass on that! mon 28.May.08 went school like normal but very sleepy seh...haiz.. came back home and after magrib went to Kak Anna place... my gosh... Arfan is the most charming angel.. ouh men kakak made a self-made baby hppy ... hey good job ok our hamper i love it.. sun 27.May.08 went to abang house today.. his house is almost done.. very nicely done..went with shasha then she came over.. initially the idea was to go over to NUH visit kak ana but while getting ready around 6+ Kak ana call and say she coming home so we just plan to meet her at her house the next day..ouh yeah, happy birthday new mom, Kak Anna.... sat 26.May.08 dii came over at erm.... 2pm almost 3pm watch tv and all the before 6 me daddy kakak dii n kids went to masjid mohd noh for maulid..meet mom there..it was a fun nite..the atmosphere was in tears..ouh yeah Kak Ana gave birth at around 5+ his name is Arfan Rafiqin bt Mohd Nizam hehehe "kemek junior"... toodles...