Tuesday, June 10, 2008 ; 4:14 PMY
& We gotta love rock
some may say over-reacting..some may say nonsense..some may say depression and how many of this "some" actually know how it truly feels. A break up, a divorce, a death is all about coming to the same point of it; losing someone you truly love and cherish. A heart pain crush. Feeling that the ground will open up and become a big hole that will swallow up into it. But how do you really react when this happens? Some may just say, "get over it", "start anew", "get a life", "stop dwelling over something you cant change" but to those that are going thru that point does all this help..Can you really move on by start anew? stop dwelling? Is it difficult to go thru the experience?
A heavy loud Wind full of hopes gush thru ur hair. Sometimes even the smallest thing can bring back memories even from 10years ago.A picture of the both of you,a picture of urself that the person u lost took for you,the shirt that person last wore,the shoe he last worn,the smell of that person socks that he last worn, a string of hair, last pack of cigarrettes,smell of body odour, stepping on the floor feeling of the footstep knowing that the person ever step on that floor, lay on that floor where that person always lay on feeling the soul of the wallet that you bought and that person would touch every single day for the past 2yrs and more undescribe. How can you move on, a point that happen without u knowing just happen so fast and this "some" just say move on..start anew.
It all comes down to those who go thru it will understand it.. The "some" are people who have not really felt and actually know what is LOST.Its easy to say but doing may seem not. No matter how hard trying to do, it feels like there is no other way, no other day..
we dont have the control of life.. control of situation..control of situations. life can just go withing seconds..today u see that person and tomorrow you dont. is that when you start to realise how precious that person is? regret things that you should have done that you cant do the rest of your lifetime? how that one person is going to change your entire life? the things that you can't control is goin to control the whole future. But isnt it too late to realise, to regret... sometimes we take advantage of the people around that we dont realise of the consequence of it. Never ever take things for granted. Say or do thing before its too late cause when it is never will you be able to change or control the future.then realising that you cant live without that person is too late..
the only hope we are left are the "some" people who we look forward to their advise. but actually the rite person to you should be asking for advise is deep within ur heart. cause "some" can say they understand how it feels and all but have they gone thru what you did..only you go thru what u understand and feel.dont ever listen and dont ever change he real self that you are. for the some people give the right advise. the people that are going thru it need a shoulder to n ear to be listened. "some" doesnt mean it happens to others it may not happen to yourself. cause when it does you will never know how low the ground have swollowed you.
~i miss you bro~
