Saturday, August 9, 2008 ; 8:41 AMY
& We gotta love rock
to hykel.i know your intentions are to get things back together like normal. but you have to know things are not the way u always plan. i told u clearly my family are upsad because they saw me crying. i didnt corrupt their mind making them feel that im the little angel and you guys are the evil people. i know people talk behind my back but like i always say say what you want to say. to me i dont care. u clearly text me saying not to trust you. but from the start i dont trust anyone. i had enough of crying i had enough of keep asking why are my friends like this and that. i read what u text kakak and kakak text you. i must admit you were rude to her. no matter how rude she is u should know when she is angry she is like that. and she is elder than u. if u treat her like a real sister u would have bee that rude.make it clear we just dont want our parents to get involve over this stupid problems. the reason why we dont want anyone to meet my parents cause we are just afraid that u guys come over and start talking about this matter. hykel there are a lot of happenings that are happening that u dont know.and im not the type of person if i have a problem with someone i go around talking about it with other people. and till today i have no problems with anyone. and u dont have to go on and dwell about the masjid. its a nasihat. if u think u have a problem go to the mosque doa and insya`allah tuhan will help. which is true. whats with even people go to masjid lagi besar problem. how can you say or know that. just because it happen to you? masjid berdoa is antara umatnye and tuhan. we are no one to judge the happening. problems are cabaran hidup. you told me to understand you. but has anyone went thru what i did and understand me? must i expose my problems then ask ppl sympathy and understanding? is that what it takes for true friends? hykel i know ur intentions are good but u have to understand which u can never understand facts that are happening. what i say everytime i defend myself from the truth u keep telling n u say im not always rite i dont know what more can i say. i just leave it to god to mend things.. i have lots of problem with me that i want to put aside.im just a normal person.
to the rest who have been there during baru abang meninggal thank you so much. i hope smua keikhlasan from deep within. if u think i forgot what u did and what u say, till today i still have fresh clear mind of who was there and what u said. i honestly cant repay what u all did.but i pray that allah will repay you all. thanks to : Shada Aty Elly Shahrul FeeFee Hykel K.kay and rest thank you so much.
