its a windy tuesday today.. well weekday is back. a bit of monday blue yesterday didnt had the mood to blog. i dont know why. hehe but i did manage to talk to safwa online for like 4hours. she is happily attached but a long distance relationship. he stays in atlanta she stays in missouri and he is coming to her town tomorrow but its different there than compare in spore cause they are not that open. they are not allow to go on dates with a guy or be seen hanging around guys. poor deary she just have to adore him at work. cute cuplets. well for dii i misssshhhh him sho much.. come home quick ok. the whole family wants to meet you. tomorrow and friday busy busy... gonna end my day late. but dii is picking me up on friday YAHOOO.... erm saturday busy there is a maulid event so the whole family and dii is going..for sunday event i have no idea whether it is still on or not. ouh yea im currently using my brother's prepaid card. so to those that msg me and i reply late sorry. but i will check my hp everyday. dont call my hp cause it doesnt detect the number so msg me if anything so that i will be able to contact u back. thanxie.. erm im trying my very best to be bubbly and smiling and keeping myself happy when deep within 80% im not. but im living with it. ouh yea shasha blog got me to tears. she simply got me speechless and simply into tears. note to self : always pull urself up by urself when u right at the bottom!