Friday, September 12, 2008 ; 9:49 PMY
& We gotta love rock
URGH ARGH EEEE...... IM sooo sad!! haiz. well me and dii had incredible great plans that we have been planning and looking soo forward to the whole week and when the day is coming it came crashing down. i couldnt control my tears telling dii that the plan have to be postpone to nest week or something cause "of some ppl" haiz. i even iron what to wear and all and god knows how i reacted to the news. well i was happy like when mommy new my problem she try to give me some ideas to how to solve the problem i mean even she knows what my plans were all cause i told here in advance last week that im going out with dii this saturday.. and it just simply heart pain...heat crashing...heart boiling point whatever negative a heart can possibly go thru thats what im feeling. what more when i hear the up-sad voice of dii. it was MORE EXTREMLY more difficult for me to open the conversation to him. well lucky my dii is understanding. i just simply love the way although he is mad and upsad n dissappointed n all he is very understanding person.he made me promise that next week no excuse have to go or he will go himself.. jahatkan? hmm no way am i letting u off my eyes! hahaha i told u im going to stick to u like valcro once ur out! hehe..
well going to spend the whole day tmr with dii (like i say the part about valcro) with the kids then after that when daddy come home going for the iftah the insya'allah after it going to terawih. jus praying that to make sure next saturday is a must!
ps: i love u dii.. dont angry disappointed n all k...?
