Wednesday, October 8, 2008 ; 5:32 PMY
& We gotta love rock
k been busy studying no time to blog.. everytime i wanna on the computer i feel all sleepy already..well i came back from my lab then nak sholat then i check on my old nymber which is on abang hp and i saw two messages and one is from my dear cousin Shirley and the other one is from my dear friend Haikel. and i just had to blog about it not to make things worst but just to settle things clear. first let me expressed what was in the sms..monday,6october 2008, 2.39pmHey, kau nk tuduh aku sembrg jgn eh?smua tau kau sarcastic pada dulu,kalau tk hapy,ada number aku,msg uh,tkya nk tag2,im not blowing up bt im telling u...thanks aiyiee!dont say i dont appreciate friendship,u got all people u nid,u dont need us.u claimed dat.so pls uh..aku tau kau baik..cnt denied,aku terasa pasal i read ur nlog always.so peace.ingat,well i guess there's more but i have no clue.1st and foremost my dear when or which part of my blog did i accuse saying "Haikel i know that the someone is u?" 2nd if u going to say from last time till today im sarcastic type of person then go ahead i have nothing to say just that its been months that we didnt meet and maybe i have change or maybe to u im still the same. and i wish to know who is the "smua". 3rdly i didnt use my name tagging u if u think that the someone that tags u(i checked before writing on my blog) is me then like i always say up to u to think that way. 4thly ur welcome (cause u said thank u i dont know why) 5th i v have never say before i didnt appreciate ur friendship. 6th the only people i have in my life is the 6 people in my family and saiful. so i dont really understand what u trying to say when u type "all the people" 7th who is the "us"? 8th thank u for the complement 9th i cant say much if u terasa cause its what u feel.well haikel my dear i dont know what to say cause everything im going to say ur going to go against me. and if ur saying the "us" refers to shada ati shahrul feefee k.kay n u well aku terus terang im not contacting shada for ati shahrul k.kay and fee we are on good terms they msg i reply and so on. so i dont know if i have anything on them? guys did i do anything wrong? haikel i dont know whats in ur mind and i dont want to make things worst. just that lots of stuff happen that made me wake up, more cautious and made me think since my brother pass away. ive never shared with anyone. to me friends come and go well i can see that today i have no one around me like i use to have. maybe i choose it that way cause the history between me and shade really made me wake up. i dont blame anyone but i thank her for what happen cause it really made me think. i dont know why sometimes till today u have this thinking i have like thousand of friends and i dont need u all..i have like forgot what u guys(shada ati shahrul k.kay urself) did. why i always say this i hold no grudges against anyone cause whats the point one day everyone is going to die and why bring the grudge sampai ke khubur? so think the way u think. i have no say. ouh yeah we are just normal ppl bukan malaikat or wali so stop stayin i kuat iman or agama its between an individual and god. jgn bawak agama to a problem.thank u for the message atleast i have a friend that message me kalau tak it has always been counsin shirley msging me.and i have forgiven u or anyone that ask for forgiveness a long time ago.
