Thursday, May 28, 2009 ; 12:28 AMY
& We gotta love rock
got back from k.l earlier today around 8pm just now. well im just so disappointed. -seriously-
all my hardwork, my three years of waiting for pain sweat and tears are i guess in some ways are basically all down the drain. i mean i took o levels for just one purpose. once i heard what he say all in my mind was simply "forget it". once it i couldnt care less what they said.. daddy say the look of me is so fed-up. i mean who wouldnt. tears were already build up.but i cant just dwell over. i have to get up and act fast. think of a second plan. i means its for my own future sake. but i couldnt lie the fact its still aches my heart and simply disappointing. i nearly told myself to stop and give up what i love since 7 but i couldnt.this is what i love and i mad wonderful friends in LaLeLi. but for me to make it for a career i dont know.
right now, these few days and months im going to have to do lots of thinking and research. hopefully im going to meet Sir Ajit to get some advice and help out to make a decision.
ps: dii i need ur hug.
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