Monday, June 15, 2009 ; 1:45 PMY
& We gotta love rock
I dont even know where to start. problems keep coming one after another. when i thought one is settled another came and when its settled another came. i feel so low and so small. i feel like giving up. there's no point in living when all i know is im not appreciated in this world. it definitely hurts especially coming from people that you love, you care, you trust soo much. tell me whats the point to live? i just wish i could get into an accident and end my life just like that. i want to be with abang so much. atleast i know he appreciates me and will always console me when im down. hehe buy me ice cream everytime i shed a tear. and at times he will just say he will buy me an ice cream just to make me smile in the end he didnt. i just want to feel appreciated and feel worth it. what happen make me feel so c-. i dont even know what to say who to go to..i dont know who will just hug me when i dont even have to say i need a hug. i just pray every single day my day will end soon. may Allah makburkan this doa.
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