Tuesday, December 8, 2009 ; 10:43 PMY
& We gotta love rock
well yesterday early morning like 5am we are at the airport to send kakak off to Cambodia she has this convocation ceremony to attend there.. manage to talk to her online and all.. just a short trip she's like back tmr.. i actually took lots of pics at the airport now im just lazy to bluetooth the pic to the lappy hahaha..
today, Rufinah came over with her kids.. his boy is soo adorable.. Rufi is my cousin, Uncle Julian's daughter.. lots of laugh playing games and all.. fun fun fun.. had KFC and Pizza delivered hehe.. then after magrib i sent her back to her place.. now im waiting for Miss Nori to be online so i can ask whether she needs me to pick her up at the airport tmr..
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well im so inlove right now that im so afraid of losing..
haiz why do we always have that feeling that we love that person and we tend to feel that person doesnt give more love like how we give? is it selfish or asking too much?
am i just being self-centered? its good enough that he change.. i hope and trust that he does.
but will the future change the situation that i dont wanna believe it will..
sometimes i ask why do i feel so sad at times and confuse at one time and suddenly im so happy?
or am i just pretending to be happy to ignore the sadness inside?
or, am i just crazy?haiz, its true what Russell peter says, "Women always think" "Everything and anything"
i just wanna be adored,i just want u to look me in the eyes have sweet talks after finishing the story, i wanna be the center of attention from you, i wanna feel that u are worried of losing me, i wanna feel that u need me more than i need u, wanna feel u finding me msging me everyday,every minute,every second..i nak dibelai, dimaja..and all this coming cause u wanna do it not cause i ask u to do it....am i asking too much?
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